Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Too Long


this current bout of depression
has gone on way too long
as if any amount of time was okay...

it's not because of anything 
it just is
the feeling of no feeling
no joy
no sadness
just empty

I'm getting help
there are moments of light
I can fake my way through the day at work
most of the time

just checking in
at

19 comments:

  1. Cathy G.March 6, 2018 at 1:09 PM

    Hi Kelley,
    I am glad you keep a foot in the door here on your blog even though it must be hard. Thinking of you and hoping you find relief and a ray of sunshine soon. This winter has been an extremely long one for me. Hoping it breaks soon too!!
    Hugs!!!!
    Cathy G

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  2. Lori from Notforgotten FarmMarch 6, 2018 at 1:20 PM

    we are always here for you!!
    don't ever feel like we would abandon you :)
    Keeping you in my thoughts and sending good vibes your way ~
    L

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  3. PattiMarch 6, 2018 at 2:00 PM

    So glad to see you checking in. You are missed! Sending healing prayers of comfort your way...
    Blessings, Patti

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  4. Mugwump WooliesMarch 6, 2018 at 5:05 PM

    Sending a smile your way...till you can muster up one of your own.
    Take care,
    Robyn

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  5. marlyMarch 6, 2018 at 6:09 PM

    So glad you checked in. I hope the cloud breaks open and sun shines through.

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  6. SaundraMarch 6, 2018 at 6:56 PM

    It saddens me to think of you so depressed. Surround yourself with events and things that bring you up and NOT down. Perhaps that is why I love rug hooking so much... it gives me joy. I'm going to bore you with a personal email as I could go on and on. Love ya.

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  7. AnonymousMarch 6, 2018 at 7:18 PM

    Thinking of you and sending bright thoughts your way...

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  8. Dirty Martini QueenMarch 6, 2018 at 7:51 PM

    Kelley,
    Hang in there sweetie and know that we'll be here when you feel like chatting again. I understand exactly where you are right now and hope the joy comes back soon for you.

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  9. acorn hollowMarch 6, 2018 at 8:15 PM

    I am so glad you are getting help. thinking of you

    Cathy

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  10. Rugs and PugsMarch 6, 2018 at 10:36 PM

    Thinking of you and hoping things get better soon.
    Lauren

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  11. C Reeder PhxAz March 6, 2018 at 11:09 PM

    A serious matter and one I am thankful you are coming to terms with so you can continue with life. Prayer support and friendship are here for you. We will be here for you.

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  12. WoolenSailsMarch 6, 2018 at 11:30 PM

    I understand that feeling, just do what you can, keep busy and it will pass.
    I still cannot get into certain things and have a hard time focusing on one thing too long, so I do what I can and what makes me happy, and the rest can wait. Sending hugs and love your way.

    Debbie

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  13. ElizabethMarch 7, 2018 at 1:33 AM

    Dear Kelley,
    Life is tough my darling, but so are you !!!!

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  14. elaine allertonMarch 7, 2018 at 6:22 AM

    Kelley,,,
    Yikes,,,
    Thinking if you,,,
    Daylight savings time coming up,,,,
    Thinking of you,,,,@♡♡

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  15. Julie - My Primitive HeartMarch 7, 2018 at 10:49 AM

    Dear Kelley,
    Wishing you SUNSHINE, HOPE, KITTY PURRS and SNUGGLES, BIG HUGS, and JOY, my dear friend!!
    Sending MUCH LOVE~
    Julie xoxo

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  16. NMKMarch 7, 2018 at 12:51 PM

    Spring time flowers, birds singing , hope the changing season will brighten your heart !!!!

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  17. JacquelineMarch 7, 2018 at 6:14 PM

    Please take the steps necessary to get help.

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  18. Angela TuckerMarch 7, 2018 at 10:06 PM

    Sorry that you are going through this. When my bad times hit, they're about the same, nothingness, hard to slog through the day. But hang in there. Talking to a trusted friend helps. Things will change. Sometimes it just seems to take so long...but they will change.

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  19. Jacque.March 10, 2018 at 9:02 AM

    xo

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