yesterday
adjusting her meds takes so much time
it's heartbreaking to see her "snowed"
it feels worse than her rage
Monday
she was very medicated
but did enjoy a visit with Stella
a doll she bought me over 20 years ago
I am spending all my days off with her
from lunch to bed time
awake or asleep
we are in this together
not getting much done at home
important phone calls, paying bills
fussing with the cats
one Xanax at a time for me
